Hey all!!! Back again, back again!
I have been so so so busy recently!! I have had no time to do anything but schoolwork for the last week and a half/ two weeks... hence my not being here and this post being so small... It's a shame, I find that the more I do musical theater Constantly, I begin to miss this blog, and the joy of just Thinking. Constantly. Really Hard. About the most random, nerdy stuff.
There's just something intoxication about an idea bursting into my head like a supernova, creating worlds in my head, or taking other peoples, and creating new sides and elements of those worlds that even the creators haven't even begun to imagine... That and the search, the challenge of searching for the pieces to make what I've imagined come to life, come out of my head and into the world, where I can share those thoughts and concepts with the people around me...
It makes me wish and wonder if I could do something like this for a living... what one would major in, where they would work, what it would consist of... that's why recently I've been investigating LARPing. It seems like running a LARP, creating a world that other people come and live in, putting together all the pieces... I don't know, it's a possibility. (and it involves theater!!)
I really have a terrible habit of taking things that should really be no more than hobbies for any sane person, and trying to imagine and create a life with them :P But that's just the thing, I cant begin to imagine doing something I'm not passionate about. It just so happens that the things I'm passionate about are really not fiscally viable...
I also feel bad that my mind immediately goes to money when I think about the future... I can't help it, being raised by the people I have been, my mind immediately goes to money, and having a career that makes a lot of it. I wont go into specifics here, but yeah, happens all the time.
Which makes me come to the realization. I don't care. Or, rather, I cant... I feel so terrible saying it, but I just can't bring myself to care about fiscal responsibility, or having a career that will make me money. Maybe it's because I can't really comprehend money, it doesn't really exist!! But also because, as much as it's been beaten into my head that money is important, it's been even more beaten into my head that you Have to do what you love. That if you don't 'Wake up in the morning and love what you're doing, it's not worth doing'.
Which leads me, invariably, to trying (and failing) to find a career that would allow me to have both :P
So that's my little rant :) Hope you enjoyed it... and if you would care for a little dose of nerdyness, there's a bit after the break :)
(click on 'read more' over there)
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I have been so so so busy recently!! I have had no time to do anything but schoolwork for the last week and a half/ two weeks... hence my not being here and this post being so small... It's a shame, I find that the more I do musical theater Constantly, I begin to miss this blog, and the joy of just Thinking. Constantly. Really Hard. About the most random, nerdy stuff.
There's just something intoxication about an idea bursting into my head like a supernova, creating worlds in my head, or taking other peoples, and creating new sides and elements of those worlds that even the creators haven't even begun to imagine... That and the search, the challenge of searching for the pieces to make what I've imagined come to life, come out of my head and into the world, where I can share those thoughts and concepts with the people around me...
It makes me wish and wonder if I could do something like this for a living... what one would major in, where they would work, what it would consist of... that's why recently I've been investigating LARPing. It seems like running a LARP, creating a world that other people come and live in, putting together all the pieces... I don't know, it's a possibility. (and it involves theater!!)
I really have a terrible habit of taking things that should really be no more than hobbies for any sane person, and trying to imagine and create a life with them :P But that's just the thing, I cant begin to imagine doing something I'm not passionate about. It just so happens that the things I'm passionate about are really not fiscally viable...
I also feel bad that my mind immediately goes to money when I think about the future... I can't help it, being raised by the people I have been, my mind immediately goes to money, and having a career that makes a lot of it. I wont go into specifics here, but yeah, happens all the time.
Which makes me come to the realization. I don't care. Or, rather, I cant... I feel so terrible saying it, but I just can't bring myself to care about fiscal responsibility, or having a career that will make me money. Maybe it's because I can't really comprehend money, it doesn't really exist!! But also because, as much as it's been beaten into my head that money is important, it's been even more beaten into my head that you Have to do what you love. That if you don't 'Wake up in the morning and love what you're doing, it's not worth doing'.
Which leads me, invariably, to trying (and failing) to find a career that would allow me to have both :P
So that's my little rant :) Hope you enjoyed it... and if you would care for a little dose of nerdyness, there's a bit after the break :)
(click on 'read more' over there)
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